We had another family in there with a baby and he was naturally attracted to the babies, I think he just was curious and he would try to give a toy…I wondered though if he was trying to 'charm' the other couple.

It sounds like you are in a tough spot with the room, it just sounds awful and not very conducive to bonding. Have you talked to Tatiana about this?

I also want to congratulate you on your honesty, you have been so much more honest than I was on my blog. It's just how it is, it's not a fairytale as some people might imagine!
Hang in there!

We had another family in there with a baby and he was naturally attracted to the babies, I think he just was curious and he would try to give a toy…I wondered though if he was trying to 'charm' the other couple.

It sounds like you are in a tough spot with the room, it just sounds awful and not very conducive to bonding. Have you talked to Tatiana about this?

I also want to congratulate you on your honesty, you have been so much more honest than I was on my blog. It's just how it is, it's not a fairytale as some people might imagine!
Hang in there!

We had another family in there with a baby and he was naturally attracted to the babies, I think he just was curious and he would try to give a toy…I wondered though if he was trying to 'charm' the other couple.

It sounds like you are in a tough spot with the room, it just sounds awful and not very conducive to bonding. Have you talked to Tatiana about this?

I also want to congratulate you on your honesty, you have been so much more honest than I was on my blog. It's just how it is, it's not a fairytale as some people might imagine!
Hang in there!

I have found from experience that boys are different from girls. They are active and very hands-on. Sitting still is not their first choice! They are a wonder and joy in their own special way.

I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and sending good thoughts your way.

Best wishes.

Allison

I have found from experience that boys are different from girls. They are active and very hands-on. Sitting still is not their first choice! They are a wonder and joy in their own special way.

I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and sending good thoughts your way.

Best wishes.

Allison

It was nice to wake up to more thoughts from you. I feel for you so much, more then you can ever imagine. I know how hard it is and to worry non-stop will this little person ever "really" love me. Yes, Henry was my first child of my own but having been a nanny for 20 years plus, only only with a few select families I knew what "true" love was from an infant and a toddler. I kept looking at Henry and not on purpose I kept comparing Henry to David at 9 months old. By the time David was 9 months, just a look across the room told David everything was alright. Henry never even looked where I was. I was heart broken and worried sick. I was not as honest on my blog as you are being. I was scared to really share my deep fears. And as I have shared with you before, things got much worse before they got better. It took Henry a long time to learn what a family was and that I was his mommy and I would always be there for him.

I still look at him in complete wonderment as how far he has come. The first time he laid his head on my shoulder, without me asking , I cried and called Colene. Henry had been home 2 months at that point. That is when I knew, things were going to be alright. As you know, Henry is so loving and just adores me and gives me almost no space to breath but hey that is okay, I wold not trade it for the world.

Steph, I am here for you and will guild you with a loving hand all the way. Before you blink and eye this will be a memory of the past and you will have a wonderful story to share about your little fellow. I have full confidence your little man is going to do beautifully in your loving arms. You are the best mom ever!

I love you

It was nice to wake up to more thoughts from you. I feel for you so much, more then you can ever imagine. I know how hard it is and to worry non-stop will this little person ever "really" love me. Yes, Henry was my first child of my own but having been a nanny for 20 years plus, only only with a few select families I knew what "true" love was from an infant and a toddler. I kept looking at Henry and not on purpose I kept comparing Henry to David at 9 months old. By the time David was 9 months, just a look across the room told David everything was alright. Henry never even looked where I was. I was heart broken and worried sick. I was not as honest on my blog as you are being. I was scared to really share my deep fears. And as I have shared with you before, things got much worse before they got better. It took Henry a long time to learn what a family was and that I was his mommy and I would always be there for him.

I still look at him in complete wonderment as how far he has come. The first time he laid his head on my shoulder, without me asking , I cried and called Colene. Henry had been home 2 months at that point. That is when I knew, things were going to be alright. As you know, Henry is so loving and just adores me and gives me almost no space to breath but hey that is okay, I wold not trade it for the world.

Steph, I am here for you and will guild you with a loving hand all the way. Before you blink and eye this will be a memory of the past and you will have a wonderful story to share about your little fellow. I have full confidence your little man is going to do beautifully in your loving arms. You are the best mom ever!

I love you

It was nice to wake up to more thoughts from you. I feel for you so much, more then you can ever imagine. I know how hard it is and to worry non-stop will this little person ever "really" love me. Yes, Henry was my first child of my own but having been a nanny for 20 years plus, only only with a few select families I knew what "true" love was from an infant and a toddler. I kept looking at Henry and not on purpose I kept comparing Henry to David at 9 months old. By the time David was 9 months, just a look across the room told David everything was alright. Henry never even looked where I was. I was heart broken and worried sick. I was not as honest on my blog as you are being. I was scared to really share my deep fears. And as I have shared with you before, things got much worse before they got better. It took Henry a long time to learn what a family was and that I was his mommy and I would always be there for him.

I still look at him in complete wonderment as how far he has come. The first time he laid his head on my shoulder, without me asking , I cried and called Colene. Henry had been home 2 months at that point. That is when I knew, things were going to be alright. As you know, Henry is so loving and just adores me and gives me almost no space to breath but hey that is okay, I wold not trade it for the world.

Steph, I am here for you and will guild you with a loving hand all the way. Before you blink and eye this will be a memory of the past and you will have a wonderful story to share about your little fellow. I have full confidence your little man is going to do beautifully in your loving arms. You are the best mom ever!

I love you